Aiks..总平均73.695..

这个分数不仅代表我退步了..

也跟我之前的目标76相差太远了..

今年考SPM叻~哪里可以退步的？

不过上半年我真的很忙..

又要顾学艺展,也要顾常识队..

成绩退步已经预料到了的..

退步对我来讲反而会成为我下半年的动力..

SPM叻~不要忘记当初定下的目标9A!!

下半年总平均至少都要76 or 77 酱啦~才对得起自己..

距离预试和SPM的时间所剩无几了..真的需要加油了..

今天照例常识队(星期二)第一次下课在资料室开会..

今天公布星洲常识比赛人选名单..

每个学校只可以派10个人参加..

而且每间学校最多只能5个人进决赛..

可是我们常识队今年有20个人酱..

所以必须淘汰10多个人..

讲真很残酷下..因为今年的重大的比赛只有星洲..

再来就是我们最不重视的华教比赛..就只有这两个..

我原本是没有抱很大的希望可以出赛的..

但是很"不幸"的我入选了..

证明我是Top 10的..哈~

星洲我们已经几年没有拿冠军了..

而且今年又只有这个重大的比赛,我们当然是要破蛋啦~
而且已经连续2年给居銮的林志勇扫走冠军了..

今年当然要拿到好成绩回来叻~

而且今年他没有比..所以我们夺冠的机率又高了~

(高潮来了..)

但是没有想到等到我们报完名了过后..

冯副又跟我们讲昨天南洋商报的人打电话给校长跟我们学校借场地比赛!!

我们前几个月就有受到通知讲南洋因为找不到赞助商所以没有比..

所以我们也放掉了之前的筹备工作..专心打好华教的..

现在他们突然间又要举办..

我们只剩下不到一个月的时间准备!!

现在问题来了!!星洲的决赛跟南洋的初赛都是在7月25日..撞在一起!

所以我们我们那些打星洲的根本不可能同时参加两个比赛..

但是打星洲的人都是主力来的..

但是更重要的是南洋常识比赛,我们已经拿了7连冠了~

哪里可能放弃掉!!

所以我们又要改变策略-我们的主要目标变成追8连冠了~

不然学校会杀掉我们!!
所以我们那些打星洲的被临时换"战场"专攻南洋..

只剩下晋豪保留打星洲..由他带队了,虽然他是新人..

但是其实他已经厉害过那些老的了..包括我~><

所以星洲就靠他了~其实我觉得他压力也很大下~

至于我们责任当然重大~

队长也叫我们半放弃这个拜六的华教比赛了~

但是只剩下不到一个月的时间..

我们突然又要准备1月到7月的报纸..

真的需要很努力叻~

所以你们接下来一个月应该很少会在班上看到我了~><

Sry。。大家其实我也不想的~

尤其是我又更少时间跟朋友相处和关心他们/你们了~T.T

本来我以为忙完了学艺展我就可以专心的准备SPM..

怎知道SPM美术搞到我要生要死了~

现在又要帮学校追8连冠..

我又不懂几时才能专心在我的学业上..

真的越来越担心我的SPM会考不好了~><

还有更重要的是-因为"她"!!

本来我们之间发展到还不错下的..

但是我之前也担心我可能会比较专注在学业..

所以我一直不敢发展到太快(其实很慢下=.=)..

担心到最后我们都会无法自拔了..

毕竟我今年有SPM,她也有PMR和初中统考..

虽然是酱但是我都会尽量抽出时间来..

所以我一直都维持匀速的发展..

但是现在!!

加上比赛我更加难抽出时间来维持这段关系了~><

我担心我会因为我太忙而搁置了这段"感情"..

可能需要等到我考完SPM了才可以继续..

我会尽量维持我们之间的联系的..><

这种不上不下的"关系"只会令"她"等到很辛苦..

所以我也不想你因为我而酱辛苦..

如果你真的觉得我不值得让你等的话..

可以不需要等我..

我也不想勉强你,让你感到辛苦和委屈..

我不勉强你..

因为我也没有什么资格要求你什么..

希望你能了解我现在的情况..

但是我会尽量抽出我的时间给你..

等一切都结束了..我会开足马力去追你的..

你现在是我唯一的精神支柱..

如果不是因为你..

或许我也不会有心留在美术学会..

也许也不会下定决心念完高三..

如果有一天..

你突然不理我,不接我电话,不回我msg..

我或许会崩溃掉..><

(哈~应该没有酱夸张..但是差不多啦~)

*Ei，借你的书看了吗?里面有我写给你的留言叻~记得不要"泄露"叻~)

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Actually I jus is the chairman of dis 2 days exhibition,
& a pure designer nia..
But the fashion show ‘s chairman(yi chong) he dun1 2 care jor..
He felt big blow start from a moment
So 1 accept all of job he left down..
Walau..after I accept it..jus I know many things he haven complete & ready..

Actually we finished all the training at Friday..
So I private 冯副 2 see complete show 1 time..
Den she tell me she had already cut fashion show..
She say enough cloths so short & so sexy 2 her wor..
When I heard dis..i felt blow on tat moment..
(I duno how 2 explain 2 all models & designer..><)
All of them spend out many times 2 learn catwalk & do their cloth.
But I didn regret I tried 2 persuade her let us show..
So she call principal(fang cheng) 2 come c our cloth den he approved..
But 冯副 also bu shuang she tell me we can continue tat show but jus 1 show in a day..
(Bicuz b4 is 2 show in a day de)&she dun let us 2 use fashion show music!!
jus gif us performance When the café singer was sing..
(Start from Tuesday until Friday I use whole nite until 1:30am 2 dl music..><>

But I still say thx 2 her gif us a chance 2 show..
While she had scold me few hours ago…><

After tat,I tells dis newz 2 thr chairman(yi chong)..
He had get big blow & cried already..He required me 2 cancel the show..
I adhere 2 continue the fashion show,n he still adhere cancel it..
I comfort he abt half an hour den he decided he dun1 2 care anything abt fashion show jor..
But in my mind, I hav a final target haven tell him(cuz I still no gif up)..
I think 2morow fashion show will get very positive comments from audience..
Then compelled 冯副 let us use own fashion show music..
I trust we can do it..
Bicuz I believe our models & designer,believe our cloths will get well responds..

After I sure tat she aprov the show ,
I go 2 register broadcast 2 report the fashion show details & go 2 事务处register they 2morow open they open the tiring-room ‘s door b4 we show..
But they say 1 2 冯副 aprov 1st then jus they open 2 us..
I go 2 find she gain then she start 2 scold me gain..
She scold me y all of dis things wanna she help us 2 manage..bla bla bla~
After she scold, she call 2 事务处 tell 2morow morning gif her the keys..
Then she 1 me 2morow morning come 2 take..

20/6 morning I go 2 her office 2 take the key
When I arrived she begin 2 scold me gain then say she haven get it 2..
She tell me wanna ask other teacher then gif hp no.
When I call it,the teacher say wanna call other teacher..=.=
So finally I get many teacher hp no.den I jus got tat key..
Now my phone hav冯副，教务主任，负责开门de hp no..=.=

10:30am I tell all models & designer wanna at art room 2 prepare..
But it is too short 2 they bicuz they dress up want much time..==
Nvm..but we had late when we show..
Aiks..begin show the bg music b-box walau 1st times I c fashion show use b-box..
Den is violin de梁祝 shit!!wtf music!..aiks the music is 2 bad 2 us..
Well..when finale, many cameras came out 2 take photo..
I jus c many flash in my sight nia..
At the moment, we all become a “Big Star” like Hollywood 1..haha~

After show, 冯副 called me she 1 me go 2 find her 2pm..i think she muz scold me gain..
Then my society teacher came 2 find me..
She say she had saw the show all of cloths Is very best jor..
Y they cant let us use fashion show music?!..
She say we r chagrin in the show bicuz we like dancer..
They sing they de, we walk we de..
But I Knew all of audience was focus their sight on us not the singer..
So my teacher bring me 2 c冯副 2 discuss..
When I arrived 冯副 require me add show on 2pm..bicuz principal wanna see.
But I rejected she..haha~..Ei,I hav reason de leh~
I explain enough models is change bek their cloths already..
Some of they had bek home jor..n 2pm is 2 short 2 us prepare(she tells at12:40pm)
So I faster require bek her let us use own fashion show music 2morow..hurray!!
But she still giv us 1 show at 11am only nia~ I tired 2 add 1 more bicuz Ash cant walk 11am..
But still lost..
Nvm I say myself..bicuz I had arrived my final target..Yeah~
But I tell 2 my teacher say 2morow I didn walk cuz of Ash is 2 busy..
Den she require me muz walk..=.=
Cuz the dress ”Roash” is the best 1 & Ash is top model..
I troublesome 2 do decide bicuz I dun1 2 Ash scold by her dance club..
So I said I wil try 2 persuade but not guarantee..

Den I tell dis gd newz 2 all designer & models,
They r so kindling when heard it..so I tells them 2morow 10am at art-room 2 dress-up..
Cuz 2day so slow & we had late show..=.=
But when I bek home I hav 2 do gain abt the fashion show music abt 30 min cuz I delete jor..T.T

Aiks..Ash also important 2 us leh~She s top model leh~)
While I was disappointed 4 dis but I decided I dun1 walk 2day loli change 2 do music-control-man..
Bicuz jus I know the music when 1 2 change volume..
But my teacher still adhere the “Roash” muz performance so she ask Carmen 2 wear..
Arh!!i rejected bicuz “Roash” is Ashley de own dress no 1 can wear it perfect like Ash..
But aiks..finally I cant chg my teacher mind..
Finally, The last Re-fashion show is complete best..
All of audience claps their hands loudly..when finale..
The cameras is many then yesterday.. flash light @.@
I m felt big achievement 4 dis 2 days fashion show..
Bicuz I had done all of jobs from begin 2 last like music-control-man,总监，总经理，外交部长，include the graft the talker also I prepare 2 him de..=.=(except I teach catwalk & help all of them 2 dress-up nia..)
Origin I m a pure designer only..=.=

But through dis time fashion show I knew tat 1 2 do a good fashion show is nt easily..
It is wanna many type of ppl 2 cooperate de..
& I want 2 thx Ash ,Lucy, Carmen(3 top super models) 2 help me 2 teach the others models catwalk..
Bicuz Tania origin is teach de but she had died..
I also wanna say thx 4 everybody(models & designer) bicuz of yours I didn gif up 2 do fashion show..
I feel yours effort n heart 2 the fashion show so I didn gif up & regret while I scold by 冯副 everytimes..

Aiks..I also felt disappointed Ashley cant walk 2nd fashion show..
Actually b4 that show begin, she had fast 2 find me at last min..
But I saw her rush-face I think I dun1 she trouble 2 walk & her club..
So I let her bek 2 dance club.I dun1 she walk then she no times 2 rest
I will very guilt de..>.<

So i do music controller in tat show..
But I felt the dress had gone its spirit on it..
While Carmen is pro models & body shape is beautiful..
But maybe Ashley & Carmen de气质 r different ..
Or Ash is the top model tat can wear “Roash”perfectly..
But mainly is me is depend on Ash design de so lost its spirit..><

Ei,all of u hav saw the fashion show pls gif comments leh~ nice bor?
& All of u hav gey any photo abt the fashion show pls gif me leh~><

Top Model-Ashley

Top Designer & Top Model~haha^^

All models~

My masterpiece-"RoAsh"

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Finally,90th Anniversary Academic Exhibition was end..
Everyone bustle abt few months jus 4 dis 2 days’s exhibition..><>wow, wah, excellent ,bravo or any positive comments 2 us we wil feel lief..
Dis 2 days I jus stand at my claz(1 yong) a little bit times nia..
Enough time I also use my camera 2 get photo abt our society(6 claz leh~)
I m the chairman of dis exhibition leh~y I wanna 2 do cameran man?
Bicuz leh our society “full of ppl” hav camera..>< color="#cc33cc">Dance club,taekwanto,24 drums, handicraft & electrical society also attracted me..ha~
Good job leh these society..u all had already win us(art society)..

Dun let u know who is she~haha

Love seed grew better on dis 2 days..
On dis 2 days I also trouble abt the FASHION SHOW..
Every day I also 1 2 find 冯副 every times i find her also got scold..
Or I was tired, felt bad mood..
Everytime I bek 2 my society I also go 2 I find “her”..
Maybe “she” do hav comfort me..or “she” duno wad is happen..
But I sit on her claz n talk, chat, play wif her
I also 4get all of my trouble or bad mood..
“she” let me keep happy on dis 2 days ..
If no “she” I wil be crazy jor already..

When I duno how 2 begin talk 2 “she”,
“she” start 2 find topics 2 concern me leh~
I was feel surprise ~lo
Ofcuz finally I success private “she” go 2 canteen eat lunch 2gether..
Haha~ felt sweet dis 2 days lah~

Lol while we felt hardship, but we r enjoy dis all 2..
(Fashion show part I blog nxt task cuz dis is 2 long jor><)
(Sry 4 cant post up all photo bicuz its 2 many & 2 large><)
Somebody wanna use RM100 abv 2 buy dis!!

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Aiks..now i jus felt wats feeling of they(qidong,ash,wai kim) Y felt holiday is none wif them.
Dis holiday,whole holiday i also got bek 2 skul do the academy exihibition...
(Y we need 2 use many day 2 do leh?..)
Bicuz the 2nd-headmaster set we wanna do 6 classes!
Aiks..dis is the 1st job our working more them others..
Then,our "clever"teacher accept another job 2 us..
"Wall-drawing"..dis is a crazy newz 2 us..T.T
Bicuz 4 the 1st job we also wanna need whole holiday 2 do it.
Then,now we get the job how 2 we can promise finish it?!
Den the conclusionis i had immolate both of holiday on it..><

Dis is our Art Society draw arh!!

After i bek 2 home,also wanna do the exhibition things..

I use whole my stamina do the video..T.T

"Re-design"finally the video came out..

jus 10 minutes,

bt 870mb so i nid 2 use DVD 2 burn..

I also duno y it is 2 bigger like tat..=.=

Now,start 2 skul 2day..

i also wanna troublesome the fashion show..

Actually not my bussiness but i also wanna settle..

Bicuz i afraid they will do it complete..

Fashion show music,cloth,designer,model practise..both of them also haven done yet..

Den now many things haven settle..

2day after skul i let ash try her cloths..

den i jus know many problem of the cloth..

its too loose & long 2 her..><

den some body say like spanyol lady..

Alamak..want 2 change many part..

& the accwssori i haven done yet..

But luckily 2day my mum got come fetch me(i was suprise)

So she can find wats problem of the cloth..

Actually dis cloth i jus do 25% my mum help me 75%..

bicuz i didn hav any experience of dis..My mum is the pro..

So thx so much 4 my mum & Ashley..

No they no me no cloth no fashion show..

(My mum say Ashley leng lui leh~dis is the 1st times i heard she proud a gal..

Den she say when i bring bek 2 home let she c?..Erh~stone..=.=)

Holiday busy,after holiday still busy..

Hope tat i can relax after the exhibition & fashion show..

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Batik

2day n yesterday i join into the batik camp at skul..
Actually i m intereting abt they how 2 make batik,
Yesterday i felt lazy bek 2 skul join the camp..
But i had already paid my money 4 the cost so i should go lol..
B4 tat I think tat I will boring in the camp..
bicuz all my freinz haven yet join..
(U know la..jus 1st year me into Art Society..
My frienz in society is a little bit oni..)
But actually i was wrong..
After dis 2day batik camp i & my society member more closely jor..
2day's playing,laughing,joking,talking,crazying..
We felt happy in dis batik camp..

Batik actually is a Malay culture..
Not many ppl will interest tat..
i also duno it b4..
Now i knew BATIk is really a tradisional culture tat them dye the cloths..
4 me jus a playing activity..bicuz it is more funny when u do it..
See~tat is my 1st Batik product..(nt really beautiful leh~XP)
However ,when u play it ur hands muz coloured like a murder or poision..
But we still enjoy in the working..
Nxt time have camp like dis i will introduce u har..

Yesterday nite,..after i bek from skul(closely 7pm)..my mum says 1 2 bring us 2 the Mines 4 the Internasional Book Fair 2009..
Thr is my 1st job place..
last year i oso job at thr 4 chinese book fair..
I very hone thr..tat is my 1st working exp.
& a best memory in my life..
Actually in the book fair,i should did 7 guys amount of working..
Bicuz i m the only one boy in my working place..
8 girls like 15 years old only..
They dun hav any more strength 2 take a box of books..
so many times i also help them..
But i still got 2/3 senior fellow help me lol..
Dis time i hold a big hope i can c my "old fellow"..
Half year haven c jor..
Bt i was disappointed when i c..
All of them never do already..
jus the senior 1 still doing lol..
I go 2 chat wif they & my boss..
Den i also bought a book-"HOW TO WIN FREINDS & INFLUENCE PEOPLE"..
directed by..Dale Carnege..dis is great book 4 all ppl...
so muz dun miss it lal..

Recently,a girl "attract" me..
nt actually through the "electric"..
I duno y her's any movement also attracted me..
From she drawing,colouring wall,saying,talking,playing..
Any movement abt her i also concern..
I felt tat she is a nice girl..
Actually now we had chat jor..

But nowdays i felt frienz around me..
Also torns by loving problem dis is also y i said tat i will nt PaTo in dis year..
I m afraid it will affect my SPM bicuz it will bring more problem 2 me..
So tat girl maybe i 1 2 give up my mind 1st..
But do best friend isn a problem..
4 a J.M.3 girls..~^^

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