Originally 2day I was bring a happy mood 2 skul,
Bicuz 2day she got come bek 2 skul..
But I had receipt a truth tat I cant receipt..
Is our society teacher put name 2 do nxt year de 主席..
I really dun1 2 do dis bicuz it will make me so trouble..
& nxt year is most important 2 me (UEC )..
It will affect my academy so much!!
& I hate 2 face many teacher tat always blame主席.
Although it is not your wrong..

I was heard dis newz abt me nxt year de job..
But I heard de is I be a 副主席..not主席..
So I can accept la~cuz it will more free & no need 2 face many teacher ma..
& more important is SHE also is 副主席..
So we have more chance 2 meet..

Arhh!!But 2day teacher tells me she put my name on the chairman place..
Bicuz somebody teacher got complaint with the original 主席(Li Yi)..
So after den discuss also choose me..>.<

Why choose me??!!
I m a new guys in Art Society..1st year!!
I try 2 gif many reason & explain completely 2 my teacher 2day 2nd reccess ..
But she says den who want 2 do it?..I don know how 2 answer..
Finally, I also not success 2 rejected the truth..
But I wanna say is
“dunt compel & force me 2 do something I dislike.”.
I will be angry!!& the effect is more bad if u force me 2 do..
I was haif-crazy 2day..somebody compel me so much..
I dun have any chance 2 rejected it..
So 2day I was very unhappy:(

2day I went 2 canteen 2 buy 3 packet of tissue wanna gif her in morning..
Bicuz she still 伤风..& I will go 2 her claz find her 2 discuss something..
But when I gif her den she respond is “不用了,谢谢”.
She say she has more tissue jor den full 2 use..
1st Lemon I eat..><
Dis is the second times she rejected me after last time I gif her a honey lemon..
But she still accept my hand-made honey lemon( but have a little concede lol)..

Then before I go, I want 2 touch her forehead 2 test how abt her fever..
When I moving my hand near 2 her, den she respond very rapid-drop back her head..
So I dun have touch her forehead..><
Den means she gif me eat Lemon again..
Actually I just 1 2 concern about her fever..
But after 2day happened, I was really scare & afraid..T.T
Why she respond serious like tat?.. & why rejected me so fast..
She had already anti-me?..
I was really afraid she say 2 me“不用了,谢谢”..dis 5 words!!
Arhhh!!my heart was really uncomfort & unhappy now..
Who can teach how can I do nxt step?..><>

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Actually..

Last Saturday,we had already finished the 1st round of competition..

Somebody concern abt our result..

Den i always gif they a bad answer..

But dis isn't say we lost already..

bicuz the result havent come out..

I gif the hopeless answer..

is bicuz the question dis year so difficult than last year..

Is more More & MORE difficult!!..

I just only do correct 95/150..

It is 2 low 4 we get the champion..

But actually it is also difficult 2 whole M'sia(I think..)

So wait the result la~

Hope the others skul also get bad result..~haha

Then,we can get the champion..

Yesterday,"She" absent 2 skul..

Bicuz she had sicked at home..

So i wanna manage the meeting 4 myself..><

Very hardship lo~

my head always pain begin 2nd reccess..><

My body tells me 1 2 bek 2 home early..

but 4 the meeting i cant bek..

bicuz the meeting is me calls them de..

If i absent den means i gif them eat "Lemons"..

"She" still absent 2day..

Cuz she sicked very serious..

So i m no mood 2 skul..

Few days haven c her yet..(3 days lo)

So miss her jor..><

(Actually ,i had use RM50 abv of my hp use dis month jus 4 her..bicuz i always calls her..><)

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Finally,i past up my SPM Art 2day..
So hard i finished it..
It is trouble 2 complete..
I willn't let my son,grandson,grand grand son 2 take dis subject jor..xp
Its 2 waste times & so trouble..
Now i knew Y many art pro dun1 2 get Spm Art jor..
But now i had release the big on my shoulders..
Haha..& a hav a little bit happy..
bicuz i get 1/2 A in SPM..
All of them also zero A..

Ya..i had 2 celebrate 4 me complete the SPM ART..
Last friday,i got go 2 c MU Tranning..
Watever i m nt a MU fans(i m Arsenal de..XP).
but i also happy 2 their coming Malaysia..
On friday,i be 1 day 4 MU fans..
When they come out 2 the field..
We all use our own bigest sound 2 welcome them..HURRAY..
& while they everytime touch the ball..we all become crazy..
I felt little dissappointed cuz i cant get any sign from they..
Sorry guys i failed 2 help u get..><

Saturday,i go 2 TS c Trans4mer after skul..
Always full seat although Harrp Potter 6 on show now..
But finaly we also get the last 3 tickets(me,jixiang & zhenyao)
It is 2 excite lol..
the sound effect,the sight so nice..
Really can c more den 1 times..
Nxt i will go 2 c Harry6..

But i wil stop all my celebrate now.. bicuz i got new mission..
Nan Yang National Quiz Competition Champion!!
We 1 2 hold the champion...
bicuz we had already get it begin from 2001..

So dis year we muz get the 8th champions!!

Dis Saturday will start the competition..
So strain bicuz we no hav any champion look..><
Afraid tat we cant get the champion dis year..
den principal wil kill us..><


Haha~my dream phone had on sales now..


After tat i will focus my academy..
cuz i had already draggle so much..
nowsday i had seen Ash,Qidong,Vinn,Yan Shan,stephy & others..
Had already start 2 prepare their SPM..
Me?..also haven start yet..
Arh!!!!SPM trial is coming soon..

4 My love story..abt me & she..

i got a little problem now..cuz i duno how 2 i do 2 continue its now..

She haven know i like her now..(i think.><)

(She made new record of her hp.use last month..she use more den her mother..
I tink 85% is 4 call & sms me..haha~)

Bicuz of dis year PMR & UEC is very important 2 her..

Me also got SPM!!I was troble dis year..

But i also try my best 2 keep our contact..

& try 2 more closely abt our chat topics..

Except tat,i duno how can i do now?..

Can u teach me?..

Lol i have no much exp.abt love..

& 4 she haven the exp. is zero..

So i face a little problem abt us..

Mainly is i duno wats she feel abt me..

Did she feel i like her now?felt me concern abt her?..

I duno know wad is she thing our relationship?..
Or she think me 2 her jus a friend?..>.<
All of its also unknown..
So I hav a little lo lo lun now..><

*So gambateh 4 ur PMR trial la,Xiu..^^..*

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最近真的有够力忙..

忙到我不知道我到底在忙些什么？..

忙到不知道忙来为了什么？
忙到我变成麻木了..也就是变"盲"了..

真的很茫然..

明明说好今年是SPM,

但是却有很多东西在烦着我..><

03/07/2009

今天学会过后,又有开会..

这一次是开关于生活营的..

其实我很讨厌在星期五开会..

因为如果没有开会,我一学会完就可以搭朋友的顺风车回家..

但是偏偏学会的人最喜欢在星期五开会..

每次都开到五点多..

EI，一五点多整个KL都会塞车赛到鬼酱..

我到回家就会7点多叻..

真的很迟咯~因为我家在puchong..很远~

所以拜五那天开会的时候..

我真的很不想留下来开..

但是雪晶(营长)又讲很重要下..

叫我最好留下来开..

结果我勉强的留了下来..

结果,她开会的时候,

完全没有准备好就开..

讲了很多废话下..

结果开到超过五点了..

到最后,我真的很不耐烦了~

讲了她几句..但是我的语气真的过火了..

结果开完会过后,她跑出去哭了..

我一散会就回了,没有看到..

是隔天尧汉跟雪婷跟我讲的..

我听了有吓到..

结果我真的觉得愧疚..

弄哭了一个初二的小妹妹..

我真的有跟她道歉..

昨天晚上亲自打电话给她道歉..

其实我本来是要在学校讲的..

但是一直抓不到时机..

每次遇到她的时候..

都有很多学会的人在场,我不好意思开口..

唉~真的是祸从口出..

但是那时我真的很累,而且又肚子痛,加上隔天就要比赛了要回家准备..

真的很不耐烦..结果开的会有没有重点..

所以语气才重了少少..只是几句话罢了就弄哭了人家..

唉~不过她只是个初二的小妹妹..

而且又第一次办生活营..

我是不应该责怪他得..

算了拉~下次我会检讨下我自己的..

04/07/09

今天是华教常识比赛..

我前一晚读到三点..

对于比赛也有了一定的信心..

至少我不会是最差那个..

而且队长也给我们很大压力..说一定要每个人拿到奖..

不然就自己去撞墙!!

所以我拜六整天都公假..哈~

(但是我还是有上2节数学节)
尧汉是唯一一个和我一样..

是常识队也是美术学会的理事..
昨天尧汉跟我讲了很多关于学会的事..

其中他有讲的到其实在美术学会里面有很多人不喜欢我de..

我真的有惊讶到咯~

我还以为我在美术学会还蛮受欢迎的..

原来不是我想的那样..

他又讲我讲话太直了咯~很像企业家..

叫我改掉..结果我也接受了~

是啦~有时我讲话真的会很直..

但是大多数都是我开玩笑或者是我情绪不好的时候..

也因为酱有时也无意中得罪了别人..

可是我最讨厌那些讲骗话和不老实的人..

如果给我发现到你酱骗话可能我会气你很久都不会忘记..

所以我会尝试在这两个观点的之间找到一个平衡点..

今天的常识比赛..

题目真的很难咯~

出到很有水准咯~

我没有什么信心可以拿奖叻~><

补完习回到家很够力累了~

但是还是打了一通电话给"她"..

因为她今天才回我三天前的sms..=.=

我就讲你的电话很"厉害"叻..

她讲她也不知道做么回酱..

讲了差不多30多分钟酱..

我的电话没有钱了..SHIT!!

结果还好她有打回来..然后又继续聊..

结果讲了45分钟多..

她妈妈开始骂了才盖电话..

(我觉得今年美术学会对我"很好"叻~
联络组..不懂是刚巧..

我联络的下一个人是她所以每次都给我借口打电话给她..哈~

明年我做副主席,她也做副主席..(传言)

而且我还带她..简直就铺好了路给我们走..

绣媚又叫我和她partner办欢送会..

虽然不懂是有人故意安排的,还是巧合或者有缘..

但是真的有爽到..haha)

每次跟她讲电话过后..

就算心情几坏,都会变得没有事了..

就算几累都好,都会变得很精神很有power..

就算有再多的烦恼也化为乌有..

真的越来越来喜欢"她"了..

她最近咳嗽蛮严重下..

所以我明天会亲手制作一瓶lemon+蜜糖送去她班..^^

我想她应该会很suprise吧~

哈~明天就懂答案咯~

很想知道她收到了会有什么反应..(期待中..)

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