讲真其实我之前对这个真的有所期待..

因为明年我就要做美术学会的主席了..

要管理好超过160位会员的学会..真的很有压力..>.<

不要忘记今年我才转来美术学会罢了..

所以老师选我做主席真的有冒险到..

所以我想在这个营里面upgrade一下自己..哈哈~

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这个是美术学会的生活营啦,不是那个the mines啦~

原本真的有点不想去,因为刚从班旅回来3天..

全身都很累~回来过后,我还睡了一整天..
但是所有的主席团都gap买不去..

我这个主席再不去就有点不对了..

所以只是随便抄了几件衣服就走了..

因为很多衣服都还没有干..T.T

但是最后我很庆幸自己有参加到这个营..^^

不知道为什么这次我想彻底做个废才..

所以这次我玩得更加癫更加疯狂!!

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Sry 啦~酱迟才post上来..

不过是因为我的行程排到太满了..

考完spm隔天就马上去毕旅..
真的完全把我压抑已久的所有压力一次过释放出来..
这3天真的玩到很癫很疯狂咯..
也许大家心里都明白这是09年5A孝的最后一次.
所以大家都很放开去玩..
3天的时间真的很短暂..
但是这已经是我们高二文孝最珍贵和美好的回忆了~

每一分每一秒都是美好的回忆,
所以千言万语表达不出来,只有大家心里最清楚.
所以我只是写些比较深刻的东西..
其他的还是用照片来表达最实际..

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外婆:

在天堂的你过得好吗?..我依然在这里,努力的活着.如常地吃三餐,但是所有的食物再也找不回你的味道.没人知道我时常在半夜躲在房间哭泣.我心灵深处比谁都清楚,我的生命之中从此有了无法磨灭的缺口.因为现在我知道,就算我喊破喉咙叫”外婆”,也没有人回应我.
你还记得吗?..我11岁那年,你带我到大舅的蛋糕店去”度假”.结果,那年是我这一声当中过得最快乐的生日.那时我选了很大很大的蛋糕,然后自己在空白的蛋糕上加了很多卡通,饼干,糖果,巧克力等..把蛋糕弄成”玩具”那样.结果到最后都吃不完,要大舅把剩下的切成小块拿去卖.那年的假期,是过得最快乐的.白天的时候,可以尽情地玩.晚上睡觉时又能躺在你的怀里.记得去年跟你提起过,我想在假期跟你回去蛋糕店学做蛋糕.但是后来也忘了什么原因没有去成.但是现在..再也没有机会了..

记得去年,我,妈妈,和你早上到巴刹去卖斋菜和经济饭.那时也是我美好的回忆.因为我们三i个人每天会一大早起床准备.一起在巴刹工作.最开心的是最后我可以吃卖剩的食物,享受你的厨艺.而且你还会分我一点钱去买我要的东西.现在只能变成美好的回忆了.

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Huh~难熬又漫长的spm就快结束了~..
这个spm真的很难熬..
一开始定下的所有目标已经没有意义了..

25/11/2009

就在考add maths当天..
那天早上一切都跟平时一样..
一样的准备..一样的祈祷和有信心..
考完之后真的很累,但我还是很开心..
因为我晚上会跟家人去看2012..
因为塞车,回到家只能匆忙的吃饭冲凉就走了..
大家都很兴奋的上车,
上车之前外婆提醒我记得带水瓶..
看见她带着一大包的东西,放了些食物,冷衣,水罐等..
用意只是想让我们看得更加舒服..
上车过后,外婆坐在我旁边,在车上大家当然都有说有笑..
我们都在对于国健订的位子讨论..
因为真的太多人了,所以我们要被分开坐..而且都隔很远
弟弟妹妹他们当然是跟外婆坐,因为要照顾他们.
我就被逼坐到很后面一个人坐..
进去之前外婆还给了一个便当我..
里面装的是她刚在家煮好的kacang putih..
外婆知道我们最爱边看边吃..所以特地弄的..
没有想到,
<2012>就是外婆陪我们一起看的最后一部戏..

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Finally, SPM Trial was finished..
Because of a little problem I wasn’t post up timely..
Well, this time I really died jor..
I very stray because I lost all of study force b4 trial..
I don’t know what is the purpose of my study?..
So this time I think my result will very bad..

BM-karangan I 4get all of the peribahasa so I didn’t write any in my esei.paper2 died immediately bsc my tatabahasa is very very bad1.

BI-essay I just write abt 300 words, still have less 50 words. Paper2 failed seriously. I didn’t write any on the novel part..

Sejarah-This is the only1 I prepare in holiday but I got a tips b4 exam from 5aRen..& I trust it 100%.Then,I was crazy bsc the paper is terbalik 100% of my tips..i was very disappointed after dis..

Science-I very tired because I didn’t sleep b4 sej. so I just read 1 ½ chapter den I sleep on my bed. So also don’t know what is my write on paper2.

BC-如果有个柠檬，就做柠檬水after I read dis I laugh out immediately,& I ask teacher y wanna put lemon & can change it nxt time? On my essay I write qs1”A sentence affect me”den I write it down & show 2 伍慧仪 see & she laugh..

Add Maths-walau eh~paper 1 is super extremely difficult. I have half an above qs.don’t know how 2 do. Everybody remember teacher TAN YING YING, she graduate from 清华大学(the top university of china).

Moral-aiks..I remember the definisi but 4get the nilai.

Economic-I lost my form4 test bk b4 exam.& I duno y after a week of rest I lost all my fight so I just read a little part & I never complete it in the time.

Art-I duno what is my drawing & the objective is really difficult I just know 1/50.

Maths,BookKeep-still ok lo~

Conclusion is this trial is my date of died.The result was cant see1.
But I tell myself this trial just trial no SPM so haven died.
After SPM TRIAL I just know 1 2 get lots of A in SPM is difficult.
I was disdain SPM before..
(last 52 days 2 SPM)

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After trial I choose go 2 bowling 2 shout out both of pressure
& I bow 5 game in 2 days..
My hand was faint & I can color the black on the art objective paper..
But I still happy because it success shout out all of my exam pressure..
& I just use RM10 only..very low price not like others use lot of money 2 celebrate.

I get my highest result in the 4th game..
137 marks..is my highest marks.5 SPARE & 1 DOUBLE SPRIKE..
While dis marks maybe is low or normal 4 others but 4 me is so higher jor..

115 marks..is my 2nd highest marks..on 5th game..
I don’t know y I was lucky that day can get very high marks(4 me)..haha~

Bowling wanna some guys play just only very happy de & pls don’t care abt the marks with freindz.Just dunt get the last1 still ok lo~
If want 2 compare the marks it will lost felt happy & cant enjoy better lo~

Bowling had be my new favorite sports after badminton, basketball, football now.
Nxt maybe is tennis. I was interested 2 learn tennis by class.pls recommend me if u know.

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Finally, I was fall down..
Bacteria beat me down.
Yes, I was sick & high fever now..
So inability 2 study or doing others..
Just sleep & sleep and also sleep..
Now talking also is a problem..
I haven begin my revision..
But SPM trial is coming soon..
So How can I get well result in trial?..

I am sick, but I also go 2 cinema on Monday..
UP..
It is a very nice cartoon 2 everyone..
The kid is so cute&funny!!
don’t miss it!!very funny!!^^
A very recommend movie in dis year..
U can release your stress after see the movie..
Get a rest 4 your study,go 2 see UP..^^

Erm..something change between me & she..
After this 3 month,
I was know she more little bit..not too much..
She is a very pure naïf girl..
She was no idea 4 love..
I dun know how she think abt me?..A best friend?.
She is a manners person..
But her manners was give me a feel like a thick wall between us..
So I was always know her very low..
While I always calls her about everyday..
She life is quite unchanged..
Everyday also sleep at 10:30pm~11pm
This never change include tomorrow is PMR or SPM trial..
& if is holiday, her bedtime also unchanged & wake up abt 8am..
She is a “good girl”..
She never celebrate if she was happy..
She also never “web” with her friend after exam..
She always go cinema with her family..
Because she say waste money…

After I know about this, I was refresh my mind abt us..
I was thinking she really suitable 2 me?..
Or cant I changed a pure naif girl?..
So if finally I made decide is give up..
Don’t be surprise..
Because the love always got any shape now..

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Bicuz of the H1N1..

we get a 6 days school holiday..

Its give me a week 2 gasp softly..

Bicuz nowdays i was very busy..><

It is full use 2 me..
when i heard this news i was very excited..

Bicuz it is i hope so long jor..

This 6 days is more important 2 me..

I can do many things in dis holiday..

-play games

-watch movie & tv

-finish my homework

-study 4 the SPM trial

-sleep fully

But it also has a big problem..><

It is I cant see "her" 6days...T.T

I will very miss "her"de..

Gambateh la~Everybody don't waste dis holidays..^.^

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Originally 2day I was bring a happy mood 2 skul,
Bicuz 2day she got come bek 2 skul..
But I had receipt a truth tat I cant receipt..
Is our society teacher put name 2 do nxt year de 主席..
I really dun1 2 do dis bicuz it will make me so trouble..
& nxt year is most important 2 me (UEC )..
It will affect my academy so much!!
& I hate 2 face many teacher tat always blame主席.
Although it is not your wrong..

I was heard dis newz abt me nxt year de job..
But I heard de is I be a 副主席..not主席..
So I can accept la~cuz it will more free & no need 2 face many teacher ma..
& more important is SHE also is 副主席..
So we have more chance 2 meet..

Arhh!!But 2day teacher tells me she put my name on the chairman place..
Bicuz somebody teacher got complaint with the original 主席(Li Yi)..
So after den discuss also choose me..>.<

Why choose me??!!
I m a new guys in Art Society..1st year!!
I try 2 gif many reason & explain completely 2 my teacher 2day 2nd reccess ..
But she says den who want 2 do it?..I don know how 2 answer..
Finally, I also not success 2 rejected the truth..
But I wanna say is
“dunt compel & force me 2 do something I dislike.”.
I will be angry!!& the effect is more bad if u force me 2 do..
I was haif-crazy 2day..somebody compel me so much..
I dun have any chance 2 rejected it..
So 2day I was very unhappy:(

2day I went 2 canteen 2 buy 3 packet of tissue wanna gif her in morning..
Bicuz she still 伤风..& I will go 2 her claz find her 2 discuss something..
But when I gif her den she respond is “不用了,谢谢”.
She say she has more tissue jor den full 2 use..
1st Lemon I eat..><
Dis is the second times she rejected me after last time I gif her a honey lemon..
But she still accept my hand-made honey lemon( but have a little concede lol)..

Then before I go, I want 2 touch her forehead 2 test how abt her fever..
When I moving my hand near 2 her, den she respond very rapid-drop back her head..
So I dun have touch her forehead..><
Den means she gif me eat Lemon again..
Actually I just 1 2 concern about her fever..
But after 2day happened, I was really scare & afraid..T.T
Why she respond serious like tat?.. & why rejected me so fast..
She had already anti-me?..
I was really afraid she say 2 me“不用了,谢谢”..dis 5 words!!
Arhhh!!my heart was really uncomfort & unhappy now..
Who can teach how can I do nxt step?..><>

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Actually..

Last Saturday,we had already finished the 1st round of competition..

Somebody concern abt our result..

Den i always gif they a bad answer..

But dis isn't say we lost already..

bicuz the result havent come out..

I gif the hopeless answer..

is bicuz the question dis year so difficult than last year..

Is more More & MORE difficult!!..

I just only do correct 95/150..

It is 2 low 4 we get the champion..

But actually it is also difficult 2 whole M'sia(I think..)

So wait the result la~

Hope the others skul also get bad result..~haha

Then,we can get the champion..

Yesterday,"She" absent 2 skul..

Bicuz she had sicked at home..

So i wanna manage the meeting 4 myself..><

Very hardship lo~

my head always pain begin 2nd reccess..><

My body tells me 1 2 bek 2 home early..

but 4 the meeting i cant bek..

bicuz the meeting is me calls them de..

If i absent den means i gif them eat "Lemons"..

"She" still absent 2day..

Cuz she sicked very serious..

So i m no mood 2 skul..

Few days haven c her yet..(3 days lo)

So miss her jor..><

(Actually ,i had use RM50 abv of my hp use dis month jus 4 her..bicuz i always calls her..><)

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Finally,i past up my SPM Art 2day..
So hard i finished it..
It is trouble 2 complete..
I willn't let my son,grandson,grand grand son 2 take dis subject jor..xp
Its 2 waste times & so trouble..
Now i knew Y many art pro dun1 2 get Spm Art jor..
But now i had release the big on my shoulders..
Haha..& a hav a little bit happy..
bicuz i get 1/2 A in SPM..
All of them also zero A..

Ya..i had 2 celebrate 4 me complete the SPM ART..
Last friday,i got go 2 c MU Tranning..
Watever i m nt a MU fans(i m Arsenal de..XP).
but i also happy 2 their coming Malaysia..
On friday,i be 1 day 4 MU fans..
When they come out 2 the field..
We all use our own bigest sound 2 welcome them..HURRAY..
& while they everytime touch the ball..we all become crazy..
I felt little dissappointed cuz i cant get any sign from they..
Sorry guys i failed 2 help u get..><

Saturday,i go 2 TS c Trans4mer after skul..
Always full seat although Harrp Potter 6 on show now..
But finaly we also get the last 3 tickets(me,jixiang & zhenyao)
It is 2 excite lol..
the sound effect,the sight so nice..
Really can c more den 1 times..
Nxt i will go 2 c Harry6..

But i wil stop all my celebrate now.. bicuz i got new mission..
Nan Yang National Quiz Competition Champion!!
We 1 2 hold the champion...
bicuz we had already get it begin from 2001..

So dis year we muz get the 8th champions!!

Dis Saturday will start the competition..
So strain bicuz we no hav any champion look..><
Afraid tat we cant get the champion dis year..
den principal wil kill us..><


Haha~my dream phone had on sales now..


After tat i will focus my academy..
cuz i had already draggle so much..
nowsday i had seen Ash,Qidong,Vinn,Yan Shan,stephy & others..
Had already start 2 prepare their SPM..
Me?..also haven start yet..
Arh!!!!SPM trial is coming soon..

4 My love story..abt me & she..

i got a little problem now..cuz i duno how 2 i do 2 continue its now..

She haven know i like her now..(i think.><)

(She made new record of her hp.use last month..she use more den her mother..
I tink 85% is 4 call & sms me..haha~)

Bicuz of dis year PMR & UEC is very important 2 her..

Me also got SPM!!I was troble dis year..

But i also try my best 2 keep our contact..

& try 2 more closely abt our chat topics..

Except tat,i duno how can i do now?..

Can u teach me?..

Lol i have no much exp.abt love..

& 4 she haven the exp. is zero..

So i face a little problem abt us..

Mainly is i duno wats she feel abt me..

Did she feel i like her now?felt me concern abt her?..

I duno know wad is she thing our relationship?..
Or she think me 2 her jus a friend?..>.<
All of its also unknown..
So I hav a little lo lo lun now..><

*So gambateh 4 ur PMR trial la,Xiu..^^..*

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最近真的有够力忙..

忙到我不知道我到底在忙些什么？..

忙到不知道忙来为了什么？
忙到我变成麻木了..也就是变"盲"了..

真的很茫然..

明明说好今年是SPM,

但是却有很多东西在烦着我..><

03/07/2009

今天学会过后,又有开会..

这一次是开关于生活营的..

其实我很讨厌在星期五开会..

因为如果没有开会,我一学会完就可以搭朋友的顺风车回家..

但是偏偏学会的人最喜欢在星期五开会..

每次都开到五点多..

EI，一五点多整个KL都会塞车赛到鬼酱..

我到回家就会7点多叻..

真的很迟咯~因为我家在puchong..很远~

所以拜五那天开会的时候..

我真的很不想留下来开..

但是雪晶(营长)又讲很重要下..

叫我最好留下来开..

结果我勉强的留了下来..

结果,她开会的时候,

完全没有准备好就开..

讲了很多废话下..

结果开到超过五点了..

到最后,我真的很不耐烦了~

讲了她几句..但是我的语气真的过火了..

结果开完会过后,她跑出去哭了..

我一散会就回了,没有看到..

是隔天尧汉跟雪婷跟我讲的..

我听了有吓到..

结果我真的觉得愧疚..

弄哭了一个初二的小妹妹..

我真的有跟她道歉..

昨天晚上亲自打电话给她道歉..

其实我本来是要在学校讲的..

但是一直抓不到时机..

每次遇到她的时候..

都有很多学会的人在场,我不好意思开口..

唉~真的是祸从口出..

但是那时我真的很累,而且又肚子痛,加上隔天就要比赛了要回家准备..

真的很不耐烦..结果开的会有没有重点..

所以语气才重了少少..只是几句话罢了就弄哭了人家..

唉~不过她只是个初二的小妹妹..

而且又第一次办生活营..

我是不应该责怪他得..

算了拉~下次我会检讨下我自己的..

04/07/09

今天是华教常识比赛..

我前一晚读到三点..

对于比赛也有了一定的信心..

至少我不会是最差那个..

而且队长也给我们很大压力..说一定要每个人拿到奖..

不然就自己去撞墙!!

所以我拜六整天都公假..哈~

(但是我还是有上2节数学节)
尧汉是唯一一个和我一样..

是常识队也是美术学会的理事..
昨天尧汉跟我讲了很多关于学会的事..

其中他有讲的到其实在美术学会里面有很多人不喜欢我de..

我真的有惊讶到咯~

我还以为我在美术学会还蛮受欢迎的..

原来不是我想的那样..

他又讲我讲话太直了咯~很像企业家..

叫我改掉..结果我也接受了~

是啦~有时我讲话真的会很直..

但是大多数都是我开玩笑或者是我情绪不好的时候..

也因为酱有时也无意中得罪了别人..

可是我最讨厌那些讲骗话和不老实的人..

如果给我发现到你酱骗话可能我会气你很久都不会忘记..

所以我会尝试在这两个观点的之间找到一个平衡点..

今天的常识比赛..

题目真的很难咯~

出到很有水准咯~

我没有什么信心可以拿奖叻~><

补完习回到家很够力累了~

但是还是打了一通电话给"她"..

因为她今天才回我三天前的sms..=.=

我就讲你的电话很"厉害"叻..

她讲她也不知道做么回酱..

讲了差不多30多分钟酱..

我的电话没有钱了..SHIT!!

结果还好她有打回来..然后又继续聊..

结果讲了45分钟多..

她妈妈开始骂了才盖电话..

(我觉得今年美术学会对我"很好"叻~
联络组..不懂是刚巧..

我联络的下一个人是她所以每次都给我借口打电话给她..哈~

明年我做副主席,她也做副主席..(传言)

而且我还带她..简直就铺好了路给我们走..

绣媚又叫我和她partner办欢送会..

虽然不懂是有人故意安排的,还是巧合或者有缘..

但是真的有爽到..haha)

每次跟她讲电话过后..

就算心情几坏,都会变得没有事了..

就算几累都好,都会变得很精神很有power..

就算有再多的烦恼也化为乌有..

真的越来越来喜欢"她"了..

她最近咳嗽蛮严重下..

所以我明天会亲手制作一瓶lemon+蜜糖送去她班..^^

我想她应该会很suprise吧~

哈~明天就懂答案咯~

很想知道她收到了会有什么反应..(期待中..)

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Aiks..总平均73.695..

这个分数不仅代表我退步了..

也跟我之前的目标76相差太远了..

今年考SPM叻~哪里可以退步的？

不过上半年我真的很忙..

又要顾学艺展,也要顾常识队..

成绩退步已经预料到了的..

退步对我来讲反而会成为我下半年的动力..

SPM叻~不要忘记当初定下的目标9A!!

下半年总平均至少都要76 or 77 酱啦~才对得起自己..

距离预试和SPM的时间所剩无几了..真的需要加油了..

今天照例常识队(星期二)第一次下课在资料室开会..

今天公布星洲常识比赛人选名单..

每个学校只可以派10个人参加..

而且每间学校最多只能5个人进决赛..

可是我们常识队今年有20个人酱..

所以必须淘汰10多个人..

讲真很残酷下..因为今年的重大的比赛只有星洲..

再来就是我们最不重视的华教比赛..就只有这两个..

我原本是没有抱很大的希望可以出赛的..

但是很"不幸"的我入选了..

证明我是Top 10的..哈~

星洲我们已经几年没有拿冠军了..

而且今年又只有这个重大的比赛,我们当然是要破蛋啦~
而且已经连续2年给居銮的林志勇扫走冠军了..

今年当然要拿到好成绩回来叻~

而且今年他没有比..所以我们夺冠的机率又高了~

(高潮来了..)

但是没有想到等到我们报完名了过后..

冯副又跟我们讲昨天南洋商报的人打电话给校长跟我们学校借场地比赛!!

我们前几个月就有受到通知讲南洋因为找不到赞助商所以没有比..

所以我们也放掉了之前的筹备工作..专心打好华教的..

现在他们突然间又要举办..

我们只剩下不到一个月的时间准备!!

现在问题来了!!星洲的决赛跟南洋的初赛都是在7月25日..撞在一起!

所以我们我们那些打星洲的根本不可能同时参加两个比赛..

但是打星洲的人都是主力来的..

但是更重要的是南洋常识比赛,我们已经拿了7连冠了~

哪里可能放弃掉!!

所以我们又要改变策略-我们的主要目标变成追8连冠了~

不然学校会杀掉我们!!
所以我们那些打星洲的被临时换"战场"专攻南洋..

只剩下晋豪保留打星洲..由他带队了,虽然他是新人..

但是其实他已经厉害过那些老的了..包括我~><

所以星洲就靠他了~其实我觉得他压力也很大下~

至于我们责任当然重大~

队长也叫我们半放弃这个拜六的华教比赛了~

但是只剩下不到一个月的时间..

我们突然又要准备1月到7月的报纸..

真的需要很努力叻~

所以你们接下来一个月应该很少会在班上看到我了~><

Sry。。大家其实我也不想的~

尤其是我又更少时间跟朋友相处和关心他们/你们了~T.T

本来我以为忙完了学艺展我就可以专心的准备SPM..

怎知道SPM美术搞到我要生要死了~

现在又要帮学校追8连冠..

我又不懂几时才能专心在我的学业上..

真的越来越担心我的SPM会考不好了~><

还有更重要的是-因为"她"!!

本来我们之间发展到还不错下的..

但是我之前也担心我可能会比较专注在学业..

所以我一直不敢发展到太快(其实很慢下=.=)..

担心到最后我们都会无法自拔了..

毕竟我今年有SPM,她也有PMR和初中统考..

虽然是酱但是我都会尽量抽出时间来..

所以我一直都维持匀速的发展..

但是现在!!

加上比赛我更加难抽出时间来维持这段关系了~><

我担心我会因为我太忙而搁置了这段"感情"..

可能需要等到我考完SPM了才可以继续..

我会尽量维持我们之间的联系的..><

这种不上不下的"关系"只会令"她"等到很辛苦..

所以我也不想你因为我而酱辛苦..

如果你真的觉得我不值得让你等的话..

可以不需要等我..

我也不想勉强你,让你感到辛苦和委屈..

我不勉强你..

因为我也没有什么资格要求你什么..

希望你能了解我现在的情况..

但是我会尽量抽出我的时间给你..

等一切都结束了..我会开足马力去追你的..

你现在是我唯一的精神支柱..

如果不是因为你..

或许我也不会有心留在美术学会..

也许也不会下定决心念完高三..

如果有一天..

你突然不理我,不接我电话,不回我msg..

我或许会崩溃掉..><

(哈~应该没有酱夸张..但是差不多啦~)

*Ei，借你的书看了吗?里面有我写给你的留言叻~记得不要"泄露"叻~)

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Actually I jus is the chairman of dis 2 days exhibition,
& a pure designer nia..
But the fashion show ‘s chairman(yi chong) he dun1 2 care jor..
He felt big blow start from a moment
So 1 accept all of job he left down..
Walau..after I accept it..jus I know many things he haven complete & ready..

Actually we finished all the training at Friday..
So I private 冯副 2 see complete show 1 time..
Den she tell me she had already cut fashion show..
She say enough cloths so short & so sexy 2 her wor..
When I heard dis..i felt blow on tat moment..
(I duno how 2 explain 2 all models & designer..><)
All of them spend out many times 2 learn catwalk & do their cloth.
But I didn regret I tried 2 persuade her let us show..
So she call principal(fang cheng) 2 come c our cloth den he approved..
But 冯副 also bu shuang she tell me we can continue tat show but jus 1 show in a day..
(Bicuz b4 is 2 show in a day de)&she dun let us 2 use fashion show music!!
jus gif us performance When the café singer was sing..
(Start from Tuesday until Friday I use whole nite until 1:30am 2 dl music..><>

But I still say thx 2 her gif us a chance 2 show..
While she had scold me few hours ago…><

After tat,I tells dis newz 2 thr chairman(yi chong)..
He had get big blow & cried already..He required me 2 cancel the show..
I adhere 2 continue the fashion show,n he still adhere cancel it..
I comfort he abt half an hour den he decided he dun1 2 care anything abt fashion show jor..
But in my mind, I hav a final target haven tell him(cuz I still no gif up)..
I think 2morow fashion show will get very positive comments from audience..
Then compelled 冯副 let us use own fashion show music..
I trust we can do it..
Bicuz I believe our models & designer,believe our cloths will get well responds..

After I sure tat she aprov the show ,
I go 2 register broadcast 2 report the fashion show details & go 2 事务处register they 2morow open they open the tiring-room ‘s door b4 we show..
But they say 1 2 冯副 aprov 1st then jus they open 2 us..
I go 2 find she gain then she start 2 scold me gain..
She scold me y all of dis things wanna she help us 2 manage..bla bla bla~
After she scold, she call 2 事务处 tell 2morow morning gif her the keys..
Then she 1 me 2morow morning come 2 take..

20/6 morning I go 2 her office 2 take the key
When I arrived she begin 2 scold me gain then say she haven get it 2..
She tell me wanna ask other teacher then gif hp no.
When I call it,the teacher say wanna call other teacher..=.=
So finally I get many teacher hp no.den I jus got tat key..
Now my phone hav冯副，教务主任，负责开门de hp no..=.=

10:30am I tell all models & designer wanna at art room 2 prepare..
But it is too short 2 they bicuz they dress up want much time..==
Nvm..but we had late when we show..
Aiks..begin show the bg music b-box walau 1st times I c fashion show use b-box..
Den is violin de梁祝 shit!!wtf music!..aiks the music is 2 bad 2 us..
Well..when finale, many cameras came out 2 take photo..
I jus c many flash in my sight nia..
At the moment, we all become a “Big Star” like Hollywood 1..haha~

After show, 冯副 called me she 1 me go 2 find her 2pm..i think she muz scold me gain..
Then my society teacher came 2 find me..
She say she had saw the show all of cloths Is very best jor..
Y they cant let us use fashion show music?!..
She say we r chagrin in the show bicuz we like dancer..
They sing they de, we walk we de..
But I Knew all of audience was focus their sight on us not the singer..
So my teacher bring me 2 c冯副 2 discuss..
When I arrived 冯副 require me add show on 2pm..bicuz principal wanna see.
But I rejected she..haha~..Ei,I hav reason de leh~
I explain enough models is change bek their cloths already..
Some of they had bek home jor..n 2pm is 2 short 2 us prepare(she tells at12:40pm)
So I faster require bek her let us use own fashion show music 2morow..hurray!!
But she still giv us 1 show at 11am only nia~ I tired 2 add 1 more bicuz Ash cant walk 11am..
But still lost..
Nvm I say myself..bicuz I had arrived my final target..Yeah~
But I tell 2 my teacher say 2morow I didn walk cuz of Ash is 2 busy..
Den she require me muz walk..=.=
Cuz the dress ”Roash” is the best 1 & Ash is top model..
I troublesome 2 do decide bicuz I dun1 2 Ash scold by her dance club..
So I said I wil try 2 persuade but not guarantee..

Den I tell dis gd newz 2 all designer & models,
They r so kindling when heard it..so I tells them 2morow 10am at art-room 2 dress-up..
Cuz 2day so slow & we had late show..=.=
But when I bek home I hav 2 do gain abt the fashion show music abt 30 min cuz I delete jor..T.T

Aiks..Ash also important 2 us leh~She s top model leh~)
While I was disappointed 4 dis but I decided I dun1 walk 2day loli change 2 do music-control-man..
Bicuz jus I know the music when 1 2 change volume..
But my teacher still adhere the “Roash” muz performance so she ask Carmen 2 wear..
Arh!!i rejected bicuz “Roash” is Ashley de own dress no 1 can wear it perfect like Ash..
But aiks..finally I cant chg my teacher mind..
Finally, The last Re-fashion show is complete best..
All of audience claps their hands loudly..when finale..
The cameras is many then yesterday.. flash light @.@
I m felt big achievement 4 dis 2 days fashion show..
Bicuz I had done all of jobs from begin 2 last like music-control-man,总监，总经理，外交部长，include the graft the talker also I prepare 2 him de..=.=(except I teach catwalk & help all of them 2 dress-up nia..)
Origin I m a pure designer only..=.=

But through dis time fashion show I knew tat 1 2 do a good fashion show is nt easily..
It is wanna many type of ppl 2 cooperate de..
& I want 2 thx Ash ,Lucy, Carmen(3 top super models) 2 help me 2 teach the others models catwalk..
Bicuz Tania origin is teach de but she had died..
I also wanna say thx 4 everybody(models & designer) bicuz of yours I didn gif up 2 do fashion show..
I feel yours effort n heart 2 the fashion show so I didn gif up & regret while I scold by 冯副 everytimes..

Aiks..I also felt disappointed Ashley cant walk 2nd fashion show..
Actually b4 that show begin, she had fast 2 find me at last min..
But I saw her rush-face I think I dun1 she trouble 2 walk & her club..
So I let her bek 2 dance club.I dun1 she walk then she no times 2 rest
I will very guilt de..>.<

So i do music controller in tat show..
But I felt the dress had gone its spirit on it..
While Carmen is pro models & body shape is beautiful..
But maybe Ashley & Carmen de气质 r different ..
Or Ash is the top model tat can wear “Roash”perfectly..
But mainly is me is depend on Ash design de so lost its spirit..><

Ei,all of u hav saw the fashion show pls gif comments leh~ nice bor?
& All of u hav gey any photo abt the fashion show pls gif me leh~><

Top Model-Ashley

Top Designer & Top Model~haha^^

All models~

My masterpiece-"RoAsh"

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Finally,90th Anniversary Academic Exhibition was end..
Everyone bustle abt few months jus 4 dis 2 days’s exhibition..><>wow, wah, excellent ,bravo or any positive comments 2 us we wil feel lief..
Dis 2 days I jus stand at my claz(1 yong) a little bit times nia..
Enough time I also use my camera 2 get photo abt our society(6 claz leh~)
I m the chairman of dis exhibition leh~y I wanna 2 do cameran man?
Bicuz leh our society “full of ppl” hav camera..>< color="#cc33cc">Dance club,taekwanto,24 drums, handicraft & electrical society also attracted me..ha~
Good job leh these society..u all had already win us(art society)..

Dun let u know who is she~haha

Love seed grew better on dis 2 days..
On dis 2 days I also trouble abt the FASHION SHOW..
Every day I also 1 2 find 冯副 every times i find her also got scold..
Or I was tired, felt bad mood..
Everytime I bek 2 my society I also go 2 I find “her”..
Maybe “she” do hav comfort me..or “she” duno wad is happen..
But I sit on her claz n talk, chat, play wif her
I also 4get all of my trouble or bad mood..
“she” let me keep happy on dis 2 days ..
If no “she” I wil be crazy jor already..

When I duno how 2 begin talk 2 “she”,
“she” start 2 find topics 2 concern me leh~
I was feel surprise ~lo
Ofcuz finally I success private “she” go 2 canteen eat lunch 2gether..
Haha~ felt sweet dis 2 days lah~

Lol while we felt hardship, but we r enjoy dis all 2..
(Fashion show part I blog nxt task cuz dis is 2 long jor><)
(Sry 4 cant post up all photo bicuz its 2 many & 2 large><)
Somebody wanna use RM100 abv 2 buy dis!!

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Aiks..now i jus felt wats feeling of they(qidong,ash,wai kim) Y felt holiday is none wif them.
Dis holiday,whole holiday i also got bek 2 skul do the academy exihibition...
(Y we need 2 use many day 2 do leh?..)
Bicuz the 2nd-headmaster set we wanna do 6 classes!
Aiks..dis is the 1st job our working more them others..
Then,our "clever"teacher accept another job 2 us..
"Wall-drawing"..dis is a crazy newz 2 us..T.T
Bicuz 4 the 1st job we also wanna need whole holiday 2 do it.
Then,now we get the job how 2 we can promise finish it?!
Den the conclusionis i had immolate both of holiday on it..><

Dis is our Art Society draw arh!!

After i bek 2 home,also wanna do the exhibition things..

I use whole my stamina do the video..T.T

"Re-design"finally the video came out..

jus 10 minutes,

bt 870mb so i nid 2 use DVD 2 burn..

I also duno y it is 2 bigger like tat..=.=

Now,start 2 skul 2day..

i also wanna troublesome the fashion show..

Actually not my bussiness but i also wanna settle..

Bicuz i afraid they will do it complete..

Fashion show music,cloth,designer,model practise..both of them also haven done yet..

Den now many things haven settle..

2day after skul i let ash try her cloths..

den i jus know many problem of the cloth..

its too loose & long 2 her..><

den some body say like spanyol lady..

Alamak..want 2 change many part..

& the accwssori i haven done yet..

But luckily 2day my mum got come fetch me(i was suprise)

So she can find wats problem of the cloth..

Actually dis cloth i jus do 25% my mum help me 75%..

bicuz i didn hav any experience of dis..My mum is the pro..

So thx so much 4 my mum & Ashley..

No they no me no cloth no fashion show..

(My mum say Ashley leng lui leh~dis is the 1st times i heard she proud a gal..

Den she say when i bring bek 2 home let she c?..Erh~stone..=.=)

Holiday busy,after holiday still busy..

Hope tat i can relax after the exhibition & fashion show..

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Batik

2day n yesterday i join into the batik camp at skul..
Actually i m intereting abt they how 2 make batik,
Yesterday i felt lazy bek 2 skul join the camp..
But i had already paid my money 4 the cost so i should go lol..
B4 tat I think tat I will boring in the camp..
bicuz all my freinz haven yet join..
(U know la..jus 1st year me into Art Society..
My frienz in society is a little bit oni..)
But actually i was wrong..
After dis 2day batik camp i & my society member more closely jor..
2day's playing,laughing,joking,talking,crazying..
We felt happy in dis batik camp..

Batik actually is a Malay culture..
Not many ppl will interest tat..
i also duno it b4..
Now i knew BATIk is really a tradisional culture tat them dye the cloths..
4 me jus a playing activity..bicuz it is more funny when u do it..
See~tat is my 1st Batik product..(nt really beautiful leh~XP)
However ,when u play it ur hands muz coloured like a murder or poision..
But we still enjoy in the working..
Nxt time have camp like dis i will introduce u har..

Yesterday nite,..after i bek from skul(closely 7pm)..my mum says 1 2 bring us 2 the Mines 4 the Internasional Book Fair 2009..
Thr is my 1st job place..
last year i oso job at thr 4 chinese book fair..
I very hone thr..tat is my 1st working exp.
& a best memory in my life..
Actually in the book fair,i should did 7 guys amount of working..
Bicuz i m the only one boy in my working place..
8 girls like 15 years old only..
They dun hav any more strength 2 take a box of books..
so many times i also help them..
But i still got 2/3 senior fellow help me lol..
Dis time i hold a big hope i can c my "old fellow"..
Half year haven c jor..
Bt i was disappointed when i c..
All of them never do already..
jus the senior 1 still doing lol..
I go 2 chat wif they & my boss..
Den i also bought a book-"HOW TO WIN FREINDS & INFLUENCE PEOPLE"..
directed by..Dale Carnege..dis is great book 4 all ppl...
so muz dun miss it lal..

Recently,a girl "attract" me..
nt actually through the "electric"..
I duno y her's any movement also attracted me..
From she drawing,colouring wall,saying,talking,playing..
Any movement abt her i also concern..
I felt tat she is a nice girl..
Actually now we had chat jor..

But nowdays i felt frienz around me..
Also torns by loving problem dis is also y i said tat i will nt PaTo in dis year..
I m afraid it will affect my SPM bicuz it will bring more problem 2 me..
So tat girl maybe i 1 2 give up my mind 1st..
But do best friend isn a problem..
4 a J.M.3 girls..~^^

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2day is the best teacher’s day in my life..
That r touch, happy, n funny teacher’s day..
We hav mini music concert, dance show, games wif teachers
Many delicious foods..wah~ just more great in dis teacher’s day..
For me..i got a lots of moment 2 me..
On dis teacher’s day all of us are already crazy & high..

看~我们的伍慧仪老师笑到几灿烂！！ 紫玫做给老师的蛋糕.其实我很想吃,但是伍老师整个拿走了.xo 我们班已经陷入疯狂状态！佩雯跟伟良玩安全之吻！！ 漫画版的伍慧仪

引爆”争夺老师战”
难得我们把道德,经济,连老师等从别班”抢”过来。。
结果却引发了很多”战争”..
有几班一直来我们班抢老师。。
为了”保卫”我们的老师留在我们班，
我们就跟他们拼了！
我们整班男生全部围着堵住门口不让他们进来。。
结果我们就在门口”开战”！！
你推来，我推去。。战情真的很激烈！
期间我跟勇文还被别人从里面拉出去外面！xo
结果我马上回头把他们拉回出来！！
战情依然激烈，两班都不能分出胜负！
最后，要等到我们的老师们出面劝解才得以”保卫”成功！^.^

坐爆气球
善后，班上的气球就拿来给我们玩。
结果我提议一个人拿着气球坐在椅子上，另一个人跳上来坐爆它。
结果我们想到是小bear来压爆。。
结果他跳上来坐在我的大腿上。。碰！！
气球压爆了，但是我的”那边”也给他压到超痛！xo
国威还过来跟我讲我以后不能庆祝父亲节了！xo

我的su-shi，
我在排的时候很多人已经抢着要吃了。
结果我就写了纸条贴在上面叫他们一人不可以拿超过一个(除了老师)。。
结果！大锅！到善后了还有一盘还没有吃到！
结果变成我要拿着盘到处去求人家吃..xp
佩雯还笑我..刚才还酱串，现在要堕落到到处找人吃..xo
其实不是我的su-shi不好吃，是因为我参了糯米所以吃多了会很”zai”
我做的su-shi好吃没有？。。我还没有听到答案叻。。

这真是个疯狂,好玩的教师节。老师跟学生都沉醉在欢乐当中。。
但是欢乐里边,我还是察觉到有几个人被一些心烦事困扰着而开心不起来。。
虽然掩饰得很好，但是也逃不过我的眼睛。
心理治疗师就是要有过人的洞察力。
所以佩雯，伟翔，佩淇，有什么需要帮忙的尽管开口。
哪怕是把我当出气筒也无所谓。。




风光的时刻总是要有许多人的付出
为了这个难忘的教师节,
每个人都有奉献很多东西..
正因为有了大家的奉献才让教师节变得更圆满。。

我？
拜二做玫瑰做到凌晨2:45am..
因为我答应了班长最迟拜三给他。。送给每一位老师。。
还要感谢我师父-炫叡，紫玫和悦灵帮我折玫瑰,减轻了我的负担..
其实叫我”玫瑰达人”一点都不夸张..
我弄玫瑰已经出神入化了。
也有收了很多徒弟..
自从我学会折玫瑰了过后，折玫瑰已经成了我生活的一部分..XP
每次我情绪低落的时候，折玫瑰就可以消除这一切。(Ei,真的有效)
但是其实一直以来我的手工艺都很有天分，对于手工艺我也很有兴趣。
除了玫瑰，其实我还折会很多。。
我想我会送一束我折的玫瑰花给我未来的女朋友。。
看谁那样幸运啦。。收到我的玫瑰。
但是其实我不会时常送给她，因为收多了就没有惊喜和意义。
如果没有惊喜和意义，我送来也没有用。。

100% 子航 original pure handmakes..^^

拜四我晚上先把carrot, timbun(黄瓜),还有ham(齋的)切好。。
然后把carrot, timbun浸泡在醋里面，
把ham拿去煎后放好，
把菜餔拿去炒，炒的时候加一点sambah进去一起炒以增加它的香味..
弄好全部过后就放着去睡觉..
我外婆,妈妈,和我决定早上4:30am起来包..
因为如果晚上包好了，明天拿去学校的时候就会不好吃。。

结果,早上我睡迟了！还好我外婆记得起来包饭。
拿糯米和香米各分量一样，放进饭锅里面包。。
因为睡迟了,所以我,外婆和妈妈三个人一起包。。
包到很赶因为时间真的不够。
连我的早餐都还没有吃完我就拿su-shi上车了。
这只是我第二次做su-shi就有酱好的成绩。。
证明我对厨艺还蛮有天分的。。(自满中)..xp
今天还有老师吃了我的su-shi后，怀疑我是外面买的。。
然后还向我请教做su-shi的”密诀”
(如果你有兴趣的话，可以参考上面。这是我做的su-shi的方法)
可能还有很多人还不知道，
我今天做的su-shi是齋的。一点肉都没有。
神奇叻？。。没有肉也酱好吃！连葱和蒜都没有放！连煮的油都是素的！
现在的素食已经不再只是青菜跟豆腐罢了，
素食也可以好吃过肉类而且又健康！
但是我可以吃鸡蛋啦..不然我怎样庆祝生日？
Ya..I m a vegetarian..begin I both from my mother..17years already I also haven eat a little bit meat..


或许你会很奇怪，煮菜和手工不是都应该是女生的强项吗？
为什么我会酱擅长这些女生的东西？
其实我也算是半个女生。。
我所有女生会做的东西都会做。。
缝衣服，十字绣，手工，设计，裁衣服，做家务，洗衣，弄点心，煮东西
我都会而且还时常在做也很熟练。。但是煮东西我最差但是会啦。

其实我想这些都是遗传来自我妈妈。。我可以看到她的性格在我身上。
妈妈的细心完全可以在我的身上看到。。
我不敢说我做女生的东西最厉害，但是我敢说我比很多女生还更细心。。XO
所以很多时候我了解女生的想法会多过男生。。
而且我帮别人”疗伤”都是女生比较多。。因为我跟女生会比较谈得来。。XP

但是我也很对数学，物理，科学，推理也很感兴趣。
跟我熟的朋友都应该知道。而且推理小说是我最爱的。
最好是越悬疑越刺激越好。看我市death note迷就好啦。L VS KIRA
运动我更爱！羽球，篮球，足球，游泳都是我热爱的运动。
看我每天在班上谈论”体育经"就懂啦。。
玩game我是beh gai 了一点啦，但是我也是很喜欢玩..^^
尤其是那些刺激的。。哇~超棒.
所以我跟男生很容易混熟。。三两下就就叫大佬了。。
Dis all bicuz of my father is study engineering de..so I get all genes from him..

回来咯~吹够水了。。(但是是真的啦)
After skul we go 2 TS see TERMINATOR SALVATION ..
Tat is a nice movie 4 m3 but ANGELS & DEMONS still more better than it..
“I will be back” is most famous words in dis movie..
He ask u think a person can allow 2 get a second chance in their life?..answer..is YES!!
Robots & Human hav a biggest different is..we have our heart..robots don’t have..
More meaning message in dis movie tell us..Go 2 see well lal..^^ Den after movie, we go 2 Sungai Wang. I get refresh my mind n got more idea 4 prepare Ashley’s fashion

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