无欲无求的考试..
没有太多的压力..
尽力就好..

剩下的两天才是恶梦的开始..

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坦白..
对于两个人的相处来说真的十分重要..

一点一滴地隐瞒..
到最后只会沦落到"一发不可收拾"的局面..

坦白..
建立在互相信任的基础上..

隐瞒,
只会让人觉得两个人之间没有完全的信任..

一旦问题出现了,
再怎么解释也是徒然..
因为太迟了..
一切的理由都是借口..

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Well,2day is a special day 4 us..
Love Story of us a week liao!..

dont have any celebrate..
Just need 2  remember..it's a little 里程碑..=)
.♥ ♥.

Cuz exam coming soon jor..
& dis time the result will print out on academy report..
So must be serious lo..

Gambateh 2gether la..dear~.^^
For our same target 2 effort!..
For our love 2 effort!!..

.♥ ♥.

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Date:18 march 2010

Time:11:30am~3pm

Place:1 Utama

“Alice in Wonderland”actually is a very no point & boring movie..nt suggest 2 u all 2 watch..

But we 2 sit couple sit ma..so actually almost time we also no focus on the screen.
& Alice IS a gd movie 4 couple cuz its no point so u can focus on pa to.XD

I duno how 2 described my feeling 2day..
Happiness?..haha~likes nt enough..^^
This had adi unforgettable in my life..

Many 1st times happened on 2day..^^



1st dating..
1st couple sit & wif her..
1st ..♥
1st.. ♥ ♥
1st .. ♥ ♥ ♥

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1March 2010 1:18am

A new love story begin..

love story of C&H..

.♥♥. 

now full love in my sight..

love on sky,love in air..

(fast fast congratz me leh~haha.)..=)

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U can ask me how abt my SPM result..
but don't ask me how many As i got in SPM..pls!!
I hate 2 heard abt this damn question!!..

So disapointted abt my result..
I still can't believe that is my result now!..
It is a very bad result for me..
I expect i can get 8A b4..
really sad i get a poor result 2day..

Sejarah-B+
Moral-B+
Arts-B+
So near abt my target..if 3 of them more 2 or 3 marks..
& i really gt many complaints abt this..

BM-C+
wth of this subject..my krg is my best writing since form1..cuz i use all of cikgu ong's skills n i had memorize almost which krg his wrote b4..den i write on my paper..The krg is cikgu ong write de leh..no any mistake n almost was a perfect krg..i still expect i can get A- before..
but C+..n Wei Soon BM was always nt good..always get 40~50marks in skul..den he get A!..
Feel sorry to cikgu ong now..no face to face him..rili sry..cikgu ong..

WTF..the teacher who marked my krg paper1..!
Is't ur eyes at ur ass?.!!..
Don't let me know who is u..
i can't control my action when i saw u..

Moral,Sejarah-B+
i was very confused n angry abt dis..
y my moral just B+..i had memorize all nilai..n answer all questions..
Sej i prepare liao long times..den A- also dun hav..
This 2 teachers also damn shit!..
(my arts also jus get B+ oni..)

Add maths..
Did u believe my add maths jus get B?..
walao~i dunno wats happen lo..i m rili confident abt paper1..
while paper 2 gt a little hard but how abt i just get B!!..
Go die la..the teacher..no eyes also!..

Sceince..
Actually i didnt prepare many abt sceince b4..
& in paper2..i gt 2or3 questions..dunno wats the questions ask abt..
then i also dunno wth words i write..
others that i jus almost know the answers oni..
Then,my sceince get A+.
Walso~cant believe lo..wats going on?..

今天,我没有流泪..
真的很不敢相信这就是我的成绩..
对于SPM..
我问心无愧..我的确尽了我的努力..
但是我的努力..
换来的只是酱烂的成绩..

只是我很不服气..
那些批改我考卷的老师..
你们的眼睛不懂是不是盲了..
我真的很不爽..
始终吞不下这口气!..

我伤心..
是因为我真的对不起在天国的外婆..
对不起..一直以来辛苦工作供我读书的父母..
对不起..让你们失望了..

我真的很想把那张成绩撕烂..
不..
我要把它贴在我的书桌上..
提醒自己我还有统考需要奋斗..
这张烂成绩会激发我的动力..

anyway..i still happy abt many of my friends get an excellent result..
likes sweathui,ashley,zheng liang,alyn,magaret,carmen kkm,dhi-zen,wai kim...
cangratz 2 u all la..=)

thx for both of u comfort n concern abt me..^^

wtf SPM  file closed!..

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这个星期我真的开始有在努力地上课和读书了..
是时候为我的高中统考开始冲刺了..

最近天气都很炎热..
但是每次要走出去的时候都下大雨..

淋着倾盆大雨..
在马路上独自一人地走着..
雨水浇湿了我的脑海...
仿佛在唤醒我要冷静地去思考周围的一切..
不要太沉醉于现状..

乌云密布笼罩着..
身边的人都有许多不开心的事发生..
有时候我真的觉得..
如果我扮小丑可以让周围的人..
都开心的话..
我真的会去做"小丑"..

下个星期有两个重要的日子..

11/3  SPM成绩放榜..
14/3  ♥


希望一切如我所愿..
 
=)

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早点睡啦~

知道你最近评测周..

你都会熬到很夜啦...

记得喝多点水啊..咳嗽都越来越严重了..

考试加油啦..

=)

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看了她的blog..
心情真的有点沉重..
虽然昨晚她已经告诉我这件事..
但是心还是会痛..

一直以来我都很有信心地面对她..
但是昨天发生的事真的动摇了我那自以为是的"信心"..
现在..
我那"天真"的信心被击溃..
开始忧虑3月14日的到来..
因为我发现这一切好像都不如我想的那样..

她心里在挣扎到底该选择谁..
真的有点愧疚..竟然因为我令她如此懊恼..

为什么人总是要到错过才开始学会珍惜?..

不管最后她的答案是什么..
我依然还会守在她的身旁..不是吗?..

♥

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