Sry 啦~酱迟才post上来..

不过是因为我的行程排到太满了..

考完spm隔天就马上去毕旅..
真的完全把我压抑已久的所有压力一次过释放出来..
这3天真的玩到很癫很疯狂咯..
也许大家心里都明白这是09年5A孝的最后一次.
所以大家都很放开去玩..
3天的时间真的很短暂..
但是这已经是我们高二文孝最珍贵和美好的回忆了~

每一分每一秒都是美好的回忆,
所以千言万语表达不出来,只有大家心里最清楚.
所以我只是写些比较深刻的东西..
其他的还是用照片来表达最实际..

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外婆:

在天堂的你过得好吗?..我依然在这里,努力的活着.如常地吃三餐,但是所有的食物再也找不回你的味道.没人知道我时常在半夜躲在房间哭泣.我心灵深处比谁都清楚,我的生命之中从此有了无法磨灭的缺口.因为现在我知道,就算我喊破喉咙叫”外婆”,也没有人回应我.
你还记得吗?..我11岁那年,你带我到大舅的蛋糕店去”度假”.结果,那年是我这一声当中过得最快乐的生日.那时我选了很大很大的蛋糕,然后自己在空白的蛋糕上加了很多卡通,饼干,糖果,巧克力等..把蛋糕弄成”玩具”那样.结果到最后都吃不完,要大舅把剩下的切成小块拿去卖.那年的假期,是过得最快乐的.白天的时候,可以尽情地玩.晚上睡觉时又能躺在你的怀里.记得去年跟你提起过,我想在假期跟你回去蛋糕店学做蛋糕.但是后来也忘了什么原因没有去成.但是现在..再也没有机会了..

记得去年,我,妈妈,和你早上到巴刹去卖斋菜和经济饭.那时也是我美好的回忆.因为我们三i个人每天会一大早起床准备.一起在巴刹工作.最开心的是最后我可以吃卖剩的食物,享受你的厨艺.而且你还会分我一点钱去买我要的东西.现在只能变成美好的回忆了.

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Huh~难熬又漫长的spm就快结束了~..
这个spm真的很难熬..
一开始定下的所有目标已经没有意义了..

25/11/2009

就在考add maths当天..
那天早上一切都跟平时一样..
一样的准备..一样的祈祷和有信心..
考完之后真的很累,但我还是很开心..
因为我晚上会跟家人去看2012..
因为塞车,回到家只能匆忙的吃饭冲凉就走了..
大家都很兴奋的上车,
上车之前外婆提醒我记得带水瓶..
看见她带着一大包的东西,放了些食物,冷衣,水罐等..
用意只是想让我们看得更加舒服..
上车过后,外婆坐在我旁边,在车上大家当然都有说有笑..
我们都在对于国健订的位子讨论..
因为真的太多人了,所以我们要被分开坐..而且都隔很远
弟弟妹妹他们当然是跟外婆坐,因为要照顾他们.
我就被逼坐到很后面一个人坐..
进去之前外婆还给了一个便当我..
里面装的是她刚在家煮好的kacang putih..
外婆知道我们最爱边看边吃..所以特地弄的..
没有想到,
<2012>就是外婆陪我们一起看的最后一部戏..

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Finally, SPM Trial was finished..
Because of a little problem I wasn’t post up timely..
Well, this time I really died jor..
I very stray because I lost all of study force b4 trial..
I don’t know what is the purpose of my study?..
So this time I think my result will very bad..

BM-karangan I 4get all of the peribahasa so I didn’t write any in my esei.paper2 died immediately bsc my tatabahasa is very very bad1.

BI-essay I just write abt 300 words, still have less 50 words. Paper2 failed seriously. I didn’t write any on the novel part..

Sejarah-This is the only1 I prepare in holiday but I got a tips b4 exam from 5aRen..& I trust it 100%.Then,I was crazy bsc the paper is terbalik 100% of my tips..i was very disappointed after dis..

Science-I very tired because I didn’t sleep b4 sej. so I just read 1 ½ chapter den I sleep on my bed. So also don’t know what is my write on paper2.

BC-如果有个柠檬，就做柠檬水after I read dis I laugh out immediately,& I ask teacher y wanna put lemon & can change it nxt time? On my essay I write qs1”A sentence affect me”den I write it down & show 2 伍慧仪 see & she laugh..

Add Maths-walau eh~paper 1 is super extremely difficult. I have half an above qs.don’t know how 2 do. Everybody remember teacher TAN YING YING, she graduate from 清华大学(the top university of china).

Moral-aiks..I remember the definisi but 4get the nilai.

Economic-I lost my form4 test bk b4 exam.& I duno y after a week of rest I lost all my fight so I just read a little part & I never complete it in the time.

Art-I duno what is my drawing & the objective is really difficult I just know 1/50.

Maths,BookKeep-still ok lo~

Conclusion is this trial is my date of died.The result was cant see1.
But I tell myself this trial just trial no SPM so haven died.
After SPM TRIAL I just know 1 2 get lots of A in SPM is difficult.
I was disdain SPM before..
(last 52 days 2 SPM)

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After trial I choose go 2 bowling 2 shout out both of pressure
& I bow 5 game in 2 days..
My hand was faint & I can color the black on the art objective paper..
But I still happy because it success shout out all of my exam pressure..
& I just use RM10 only..very low price not like others use lot of money 2 celebrate.

I get my highest result in the 4th game..
137 marks..is my highest marks.5 SPARE & 1 DOUBLE SPRIKE..
While dis marks maybe is low or normal 4 others but 4 me is so higher jor..

115 marks..is my 2nd highest marks..on 5th game..
I don’t know y I was lucky that day can get very high marks(4 me)..haha~

Bowling wanna some guys play just only very happy de & pls don’t care abt the marks with freindz.Just dunt get the last1 still ok lo~
If want 2 compare the marks it will lost felt happy & cant enjoy better lo~

Bowling had be my new favorite sports after badminton, basketball, football now.
Nxt maybe is tennis. I was interested 2 learn tennis by class.pls recommend me if u know.

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Finally, I was fall down..
Bacteria beat me down.
Yes, I was sick & high fever now..
So inability 2 study or doing others..
Just sleep & sleep and also sleep..
Now talking also is a problem..
I haven begin my revision..
But SPM trial is coming soon..
So How can I get well result in trial?..

I am sick, but I also go 2 cinema on Monday..
UP..
It is a very nice cartoon 2 everyone..
The kid is so cute&funny!!
don’t miss it!!very funny!!^^
A very recommend movie in dis year..
U can release your stress after see the movie..
Get a rest 4 your study,go 2 see UP..^^

Erm..something change between me & she..
After this 3 month,
I was know she more little bit..not too much..
She is a very pure naïf girl..
She was no idea 4 love..
I dun know how she think abt me?..A best friend?.
She is a manners person..
But her manners was give me a feel like a thick wall between us..
So I was always know her very low..
While I always calls her about everyday..
She life is quite unchanged..
Everyday also sleep at 10:30pm~11pm
This never change include tomorrow is PMR or SPM trial..
& if is holiday, her bedtime also unchanged & wake up abt 8am..
She is a “good girl”..
She never celebrate if she was happy..
She also never “web” with her friend after exam..
She always go cinema with her family..
Because she say waste money…

After I know about this, I was refresh my mind abt us..
I was thinking she really suitable 2 me?..
Or cant I changed a pure naif girl?..
So if finally I made decide is give up..
Don’t be surprise..
Because the love always got any shape now..

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Bicuz of the H1N1..

we get a 6 days school holiday..

Its give me a week 2 gasp softly..

Bicuz nowdays i was very busy..><

It is full use 2 me..
when i heard this news i was very excited..

Bicuz it is i hope so long jor..

This 6 days is more important 2 me..

I can do many things in dis holiday..

-play games

-watch movie & tv

-finish my homework

-study 4 the SPM trial

-sleep fully

But it also has a big problem..><

It is I cant see "her" 6days...T.T

I will very miss "her"de..

Gambateh la~Everybody don't waste dis holidays..^.^

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